If it annoys me then I don't know how it doesn't annoy you. :T

WARNING: THIS JOURNAL IS REALLY LONG AND BORING. IT'S COMPOSED MAINLY OF MY SLEEP-DEPRIVED, LATE-NIGHT PSYCHO-BABBLE, AND SHIT THAT I TALK TO MY REFLECTION IN THE MIRROR ABOUT. AND I WAS REALLY TIRED WHEN I TYPED IT. SO IT'S BASICALLY JUST ME TALKING TO MYSELF.


Well anyway, LAST DAY O' SHOOL WAS TODAY. (Megamind anyone?) ...Or, yesterday? Since it's about 3:30 a.m.? Whichever.

Ah yes, a night of fun at the reservoir with my friends!


It sounded horrible.

So I didn't go!

Oh hey, ya know how I said a couple journal entries ago that I couldn't breathe and it wasn't from acid reflux? Yeah, well, it turns out it actually was from acid reflux.

For those of you who don't know what that is; I'm literally being dissolved from the inside out by stomach acid.
I've got way too much of the stuff, so that tube at the back of my throat doesn't close all the way after I eat and the acid comes up into my throat.

Now I gotta learn how to swallow these acid neutralizer pills, which sucks 'cause -don't tell anyone- swallowing pills is one of my biggest fears.

I have no idea why.

Oh and I can't eat chocolate or drink tea or pop anymore.

Fuck yeah! I'm havin' a blast!

Also, based on evidence and personal experience I'm deciding that I am right about EVERYTHING. Like Timmy in that one episode when he wished that he was always right. Except I was born this way.

Alright not EVERYTHING-everything, but everything having to do with life, other people's emotions, things, ya know?
I know this sounds really conceited (which I'll admit that I am) but I promise, EVERY SINGLE TIME I've thought someone had a crush on me- they did/do. Every time I've thought someone was a fellow LGBT member- they were/are, every time I've told someone to do something/not to do something they didn't listen to me then came back later and said they should have.

I'm probably over-exaggerating.
I really am scary good with other people's emotions though.

And on a final note; I FINALLY STARTED READING DEATH NOTE!

Funny how much manga/anime I read/watch on account of how much I fuckin' hate most of it.

Anyway, I'm only on book five (I need to get the rest from me fellow summer-school-loser-friend) and I haven't started watching the show yet.
So far I'm in a kismesis relationship with it.

I really loved what Light was doing at first and I was kinda torn between how much I liked that and how much I liked L, deciding who's side to be on, but then Light got all serious and kinda psychotic and wasn't even really killing criminals anymore, just putting all his effort into trying to avoid getting caught by the police, and so now I'm fully on L's side, just 'cause of that.

But I made the mistake, AGAIN, of looking at the friggin' Wikia page for it before I finished it and now I know that L is going to die soon. From where I'm at, at least.

Now I'm upset.

By the way, pretty much ever since I started hanging out on the internet I've seen all these weeaboos and otakus and fangirls saying how fuckin' hot L is.

I'm not gonna lie, you ladies weren't kidding.

That boy is one fine piece of ass.

Not at first glance though. You gotta kinda stare at 'im a lot and get to know him better first. Then you fall in love.

I more like how weird he is though. None of you fangirls ever mentioned how awesomely bizarre his character is.

He does the exact same thing with his thumb (or index finger) that I've been doing since I was about 10. Where ya almost stick the tip of your finger in your mouth, but not quite? If you've seen the show or read the manga you'll know what I'm talking about.

I also like how he never wears shoes. I've always wanted to invent some kind of socks that can never get holes in them so I can just wear them all the time and never have to wear shoes.

I really don't like shoes.
Except the single pair that I own are those fuckin' awesome camo-ish Gorillaz Converse ones. I say, if I gotta wear shoes then it might as well be those.

I also really like how L sits, of course, but that one I don't agree with him on. I'm trying out sitting like him right now and my arms just can't feel natural in this position.

Speaking of anime; no offense to any of you, but I really hate cosplayers. Not you personally, just what you do. Except that'd make me a hypocrite 'cause I actually want to do an L cosplay now. And a Once-ler cosplay ever since I found out that all I have to do to get his hat is flip the back of my fedora down. I really flipped out when I made that discovery.

What I'm probably trying to say here (I say probably 'cause I'm too tired to even know what I'm thinking right now) is that I do hate cosplay if you can't pull it off. Like, not to brag (some more), but I actually noticed in the movie theater that the way Oncie is drawn is almost exactly how I draw myself in a hat like that.

So if you actually look like the character you're cosplaying as; feel free. You probably look awesome. If not; ...still do it I guess, just try not to spend that much money, promise?    

...

I wonder if sitting like this is better or worse for my back?

Yes, even at my young age I'm having horrible back pain due to a combination of slouching horribly all the time, and having really bad flat feet. I think that's one of the main reasons why I don't like wearing shoes; none of them fit me good 'cause of how flat my damn feet are.

Aaaand on a final FINAL note; I'd like to proudly and ironically point out that I got one of the best scores in my language class on a writing assignment that I procrastinated until the day and period it was due to even start writing.

Moral of the story: Good things come to those who wait.

But seriously though kids, don't be like me. Get your work done.

"And I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ, amen."
-Scratch

P.S. Oh my fucking god you wouldn't believe how fucking tired I am right now. I can't ever remember being this tired. Actually I can't remember 10 minutes ago. How did this water bottle get here and how long have I been drinking it?

UP THERE IN THE LISTENING TO THING YEAH, THAT'S THE SONG THAT'S PLAYING AT THE VERY START OF THE FIRST LILO AND STITCH MOVIE.